Cinta Paksaan ?

Ketika Cinta terasa menjadi sebuah Paksaan
Haruskah Aku tetap bertahan?
Atau mengucapkan dengan perlahan..
sebuah kata Perpisahan

Aku hanya sudah tak tahan
dengan batin yang terus menyimpan perasaan
Aku hanya merasa tertekan
dengan kurungan Kerinduan

Layaknya Pion sebuah permainan
akan membosankan jika tak Kau gerakkan
begitupun kiranya pasal percintaan
Akan beku Ia jika tak lagi Kau hangatkan.


-Emiko-
6 April 2013

Hanya Jeritan Hati

Pagi tetap saja hadir meski tidak kunanti.

Dengan pongahnya menerbitkan kilau indah mentari.

Demikian kontras dengan suasana hati yang masih terlalu sibuk melarikan diri.

karena itulah kiranya barangkali sebuah kedamaian tidak kunjung bersarang di hati.

Kerapkali pertanyaan muncul di benak, “mengapa hidup untukku hanya menjanjikan banyak sakit hati?”

Maka ketika yang lain dihinggapi kebahagiaan sejati..

 iri kah aku? Atau dengki kah batin ini?

Aku sudah terlalu pesimis menghadapi kehidupan kelam begini.

Namun salahkah bila Aku berlari sekedar untuk meredakan amukan dalam hati?

Aku bosan menyerahkan pada batin tiap manusia akan penilaian diri

Karena yang kan mereka berikan bukanlah yang kucari, melainkan sebuah kalimat semu dari bibir yang dibelakang pandai memaki.

-Emiko- 
3 April 2013

Suki dayo, Arigatou, Gomenasai, and Yakusoku

“Suki dayo!!”

I keep waiting for someone to say it in front of me directly

I keep being so much curious about the one who’ll say it to me

I keep asking about when will this timing finally come

            When this timing finally turn I’ll say

 “Arigatou”

For waiting me that much

For accepting me as What I am

And “Gomenasai”

I didn’t be that much beautiful

I didn’t be that much great looking

I didn’t treat myself as a Princess

            But you can count on me and keep this “Yakusoku”

            I’ll cherish you on your day

            I’ll correct you on your mistake

            I’ll keep you forever and ever in my heart

Hometown~

Today is my 2^nd day in my Hometown, so far I haven’t gone anywhere yet, just stay at home and download anything.

                 

I was alone on my Journey to the Hometown its my 1^st time to go Alone hahahaa So~ Excited and Lucky I got very friendly seatmates so I didn’t get bored, the one in my right side lent me Her magazine, so I could read and when Night arrive she lent me her Light she said

“Use it! So you can still read” wow.. so Kind.. Yasashii no hito hahaha

When I finally arrive at my Hometown it had been 3 A.M I just got confused because it didn’t look like my Hometown hahahaa.

So when people go outside the Bus I stay inside for a while I really look like a Lost Girl hahahaa

I got so Happy finally come back.

My bedroom wasn’t changed even my senior high books there were still in my table, and the one that made me feel ‘hazukashii’ is my mother framed my picture and put it in a family room >.<

Ah, there were no place as great as home :DDD